TRUE LOVE can only be explained psychologically I finally believe. =) I am assured of already. =)
And in fact, I am happy because I have finally learnt how to truly love someone. TRULY.
Ask me if you want to know. I will do a psychoanalysis for you. =) FREE OF CHARGE.
Till then. I MISS CHEE YAN HONG!
- Mood:calm
As most of you would already have heard, Happy is lost. I will only explain it once in here. Because I am sick of explaining what happened so many times. Here it goes:
On 17 August 2008, 6am, my brother opened the door to go out when Happy made use of the chance to escape. My brother went to chase for him and could not find him. He then came back and drove my dad's car out to look for his friends. He claimed that he looked for Happy for around an hour. (Note: My dad and I were still sleeping not knowing of the lost of Happy.) My brother came back, went to sleep. My dad and I went out as usual. At some point of time before I went out, I felt something missing, but thought that it was my imagination. Therefore, until 2 pm, my dad and I did not even know that Happy was missing. My brother called my dad at 2pm to tell him that Happy was missing. When my dad asked when it happened, my brother said before my dad woke up. He just couldn't be specific with the time. Then when asked again, he said 6am. It took a freaking 8 hours for him to inform us that Happy was lost? And he had the mood to still use the car to go out and meet his friends? It's absurd. Whatever is it, it was irresponsible of him to actually wait so long to inform us. Why couldn't he wake us up to help him find Happy? Happy would be easy to find that way, definitely. I'm still pissed after so many days.
It is because I still miss Happy. I dreamt of him just now. Sigh... I've searched high and low. I couldn't find him. It's most likely he's been taken away. Sigh... Whatever. Till then. Bye.
- Mood:depressed
Hello I'm back. I'll be updating soon. =)
And now, I have to deal with the confusions myself. Meanwhile, many things happened these few days. I don't know where to start. BUT, I'm not emo. =P I won't. Only Lip will. EMO CAN?!?! Meh diu! Haha!
Erm... I need to study. BBL!
Nothing tastes as sweet as what I can't have.
- Mood:blank
You know, in the end, I didn't realise that I would just walk past someone's life and then withdraw from it. If it happens like that, I WILL regret. Meanwhile, I still hope it doesn't turn out like that.
FUCK.
- Mood:gloomy
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would
That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
I totally love this song. Just my own words.
Now I'm not afraid to tell you, how I feel about you.
Smiling is a wonderful activity. Even when the worst or saddest thing happened to you, SMILE. There is always someone there for you.
In your case, there's me. =) I promise.
You know it takes much courage to type this kinda stuff. But I hope you'll understand one day. So just smile. =D The wider the better.
By the way, I hate long entries. =P
Smile.
- Mood:Requesting for a smile!
You know, my favourite saying, Death is by far the loneliest experience man was ordained to endure. Well, it's true but sometimes it still feels lonely and everything. Never mind.
I, always look on the brighter side, and I still will.
Damn, why is this entry so emotional?
OK I don't care, it's my journal and my rules for sure.
But hey, I care alright?
Take me away...
- Mood:okay
Secondly, I'm feeling kinda unhappy that I am blamed for things like my phone being out of battery. It was definitely full when I left home. But am I suppose to be some kind of technologically inclined genius who can charge the phone when I'm outside. It feels stupid. But I'm not going to take anything to heart. It will be understood.
Thirdly, I'm feeling really upset about something today. I hope things turn out for the better. I hope she understands what's best for her.
To everyone,
I know that I'm going to face the consequences myself guys. But feelings cannot be controlled. Like what Trish said in her blog a long time ago, it's a pity that we humans cannot control our feelings. Guys, even if I suffer or not, I'll not drag ya'll in OK? You guys will always be the best.
Yong Ming, small boy. But always there to advise me. Average level of tolerance. Indeed, I think he's the most solid friendship forged in my life.
Trish. My only closest female confidante. She knows style the best. Thanks babe.
Saufi. Knows most of my crapiness. Only one able to match to my level. Thanks.
Haiqal. Crapiness = me.
Tze Lip. Let's just hope he understands that I don't woo girls HIS way. It's my way and definitely not MY fault that my phone went out of battery. And I understand so that limits are crossed in 2 or 3 occurrences. Then what is friendship? Whatever.
You know, I hate to get blamed, for nothing. Let this fact be known. CLEARLY. I appreciate all my friends and I hope 'bitching' won't be a last resort. Because it just isn't right.
Kent
I miss CCSS.
The secondary school days...
- Mood:FUCKED UP!
I do not want to see you hurting yourself this way. It's stupid. It's bad for you. Even as a friend, please listen to me. Take it as I'm begging.
I hope you understand. You're a very very nice girl. Don't spoil yourself. I hope.
Thank you.
One day...
- Mood:disappointed
- Music:B4-4 - Endlessly
But whatever.
To those going to Japan tomorrow,
Eleen Seah, my FRIEND, do take care alright?
Terri, another FRIEND. Take care too.
Guys, drink lotsa water. Heard it's dry over there.
And Yong, come back quickly from Japan. You're taking a little too long.
I'm so gonna miss all of 'em.
Take care mates.
- Mood:confused
- Music:Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
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- Mood:blank
- Music:Akon - Smack That
When you're gone, I'd miss you.
Doesn't mean much to you.
I'd miss you.
It's dry over there.
Drink more water.
I'd miss you.
For you and only you.
- Mood:sad
- Music:Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
I love SHIPPY!! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!
- Location:Bedok MAC
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:The Other Side Of The World - KT Tunstall
Finally, I'm over and done with with the National Day Observance Ceremony performance and I sure had fun. I'm so gonna miss the people whom I performed on the same stage with. Gonna update photos on this soon. REMIND ME! I just love those people. Now, I can imagine how all of them felt when Superstar the Musical came to a close. I'd burst out in tears if I were in the cast then.
Absolutely love Angela(Indian Girl), Estelle(SIA Singapore Girl), Pei Xia(Chinese Girl), Jeff(with-smiles-on-every-face guy), Mel P(Jazzy Girl), Brandon(Datuk), and last but not least, ROSELIPPY(China Boy).
Swear I'm so gonna think about this performance over and over.
After the thing, ROSELIPPY and I went to meet ROSEMORY in town and all we did was sit in a lousy cafe, ate and drink, and left for home. Why do I always not get to watch the movies I want to? Sighh...
Finally, I'm going on a CURRY RICE DATE tomorrow. Gathering more peeps. COME ON DOWN!
CURRY RICE DATE.
- Mood:dorky
I'm studying at Bedok Mac's now. Either I do not have the motivation, or I'm just plain dumb. I don't care. I must finish my Environmental Safety and Health module by tonight. Then I can sleep the whole day tomorrow. =)
You know, after seeing so many of my friends having birthday surprises, I mean those really well-planned ones with a BANG at the end. Gosh, I realised in my whole 20 years, nothing of this sort happens to me. Yeah, the cake, the birthday songs. But it's just that final BANG and the super well-planned surprise that makes the difference. I believe, one of these days, this might just happen to me. I hope too.
Basically I seriously haven't recieved any birthday presents this year except from, Xinyi, Karen, Elsinta and erm... no one else. =X Bah!
I want those surprises can????????? =/
- Mood:discontent
For I want you to be happy too.
- Mood:blah
I'm breaking down under stress. I've just completed my report and it's 4.33 a.m. now. Great. How am I gonna get sleep later. I've gotta wake up at 0630 hours. God bless me. Bah! Better get some sleep now. Nights guys! ROSEMORY, I can feel your heart getting itchier. HAHA!
Happy Birthday!
- Mood:tired
As long as Anthea had a happy birthday celebration. =)
Anyway, I'm here because I skipped school again. I gotta hand in my RWP report today but I did not. Guess I gotta wake up early tomorrow to submit the report. Sighh...
I'm getting so stressed up with work now. Barely got any time to play or rest. Even now, I'm so tired. Lethargic, whatever you call it. I am absolutely frustrated already.
No matter what, I'm gonna stay a happy man. Gosh I'm hungry. Update later.
Happy Advanced Birthday Anthea!
- Mood:hungry
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